Post 8: The Calling

Sorry I haven't posted in a while I've been very ill but this is something I wrote while I was sick. I like it and I hope you enjoy too!:

I crave it. I need it. I feel I should go back . But they won't let me. "it's bad for you " they tell me " in the future you'll thank us for this" they say . What do they know. It's been almost a year and still no thanks. I've made up my mind. Besides that's when I was happiest. I enjoyed life took risks and was an over all happier person . It was perfect . I crave my dirty little secret , my mistress of drakness, my addiction ,my drug . I miss it . I crave it. I need it. It calls my name in the night . Forget them and what they say. I'm answering this call and never hanging up again...

Post 7: What do you do?

What do you do when the one you love is drifting farther and farther away and you can't do a single thing about it?
What do you do when all hope is gone and your on your knees at rock bottom?
What do you do when you've lost your inspiration to live ?
Well see, here's the thing you have two choices . You can have hope and pray to god that everything turns out ok or if you don't believe in that , you can go back to the beginning and start over ,making different choices this time. You where given life so you could live! So don't waste it dwelling on the bad when there's so much greatness surrounding you.